Friday, July 1, 2011

Overdozed and High on Life and Dope









Weed and Hash in my pockets,Alcohol in my veins......

Snorting in a car,Wherein outside it rains.....

Cool Breeze against my Face,But I'm flying Higher

Better not mess with me..cuz if I get Pissed,I can unleash Fire




White T,Neck V,chains and Vintage Sunglasses..

Lotto shoes,puma jeans ,pard beard ,My looks whooping Asses

I'm a walking bitch magnet, I'm all automatic,when I'm at it

spit it,How I live it, live it Always to the limit



I get Overdozed, But I work Out Heavy....

Earning Stagnant, but I dream of buying Impala Chevy......
Its not about working, Its not about my passion
I'm sick of waiting on wishes that never really happen

Sick of being Broke ,When I know I'm dope
Sick of losing hope ,when I know I'm close
My motivation has started arriving.....
So I guess I'll keep on Striving.....

Blow all my worries in smoke
Drown all my sorrows in scotch 'n' coke
Eat clean ,Train hard and Dirty
Still looking good, charming and flirty

Like it or not....
Its like a fight to the top
Just to see who dies for the spot
I Put my life in this ......
Nothing like surviving a shot...BANG!!!!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Battling porn Addiction: A self composed masterpiece



A long Time back ,i was fighting my Inner Demon

I watched porn,Jacked off and tainted my walls with semen

Once, twice, Thrice...........jacked off almost Six times a day

be it cold night in December or a Hot day in May.

So many videos and pictures ,it was really hard to pick

Kept watching the videos and kept playing with my dick.

All the Best pornstars,I remembered all their name

400 GB of porn collection, thought I was best in this game

I know It may sound Unreal or a work of Fiction.

But Finally I found better things to get out of porn Addiction.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Can't Break My Soul

I'm so fuckin' happy tonite,

drinking vodka with sprite

blowing all my worries with the smoke

i'm high but dont need any probe

Started drinking cuz something felt wrong earlier

saw something that made my curly hair curlier

so high, so weak..was not able to stand on ma feet

but was confident,dat wateva it was,i wud make it eat shit


'Twas my dad,i heard his lockets clink

hurriedly i started gulping down my drinks

i tried running but dad caught me

tried to escape ,so pushed him off me

,no luck ,beaten black and blue in whole

Told ma dad dat You can break my ass ..but cant BREAK MY SOUL

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Mental peace Robbed


I'm so fucking depressed
woke up and still was stressesd
went out to have a smoke
ended up drinking 2 bottles of coke

went to gym and worked out
had a joint later and tripped out
still feeling depressed at home and job
guess i've got my mental peace robbed...

My Day in a Rap ballad


woke up and brushed my fangs
saw chicken and got hunger pangs
went to gym and worked out
had protein shakes and sprouts

bathed and got dressed up
wore my lee cooper shoes and suited up
waiting for cab,went to the roof
i looked handsome ,i dont need to give ya proof
smoked weed and the world went hazy
wen i stepped outta my house..girls went crazy..

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Relapse: ankit back on blogging

well, its a long time now ,almost two years now...a lot happened...when i say a lot it means a lot...so now every week will come stories which happened in due course of two years